electronic impulses from brain to fingers; directed? sometimes. random? always.
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Chinkie for life.
NorCal for life.
Bruin for life.
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Friday, April 19, 2002
Beauty, Inner Peace, and
I saw something beautiful tonight. The glimmer that just shines when something pure comes out. Like a flash on a camera, but maybe with a different enough wavelength to be non-visible?
heh, yeah, I may be talkin out of my ass, but in essence, that's exactly what I mean. Singing, and a little cuteness bringing out the joy in someone. full on, straight out Beauty, man.
I haven't seen up close what singing music did to a person, how it changed them by how it was sung, by who sang even. I think to those select few with the gift of voice, it is where their Peace comes from. And with Peace comes the clever state of Happiness. It's where they seem to be the calmest, the most comfortable, the happiest for sure. too bad written word doesn't catch dynamics and tone. shame really.
But yeah, what Karaoke will do to you!
Sexiness, cuteness, glamourous, Bette Midler, Kitty Kats, Sultry, Piano Lounge, and Mad Props are words that pop out.
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Dave is doing a good job...a really good job. I know what it takes for good results...well i do... ... ...ehhh, bygones. But I saw that everyone was having fun. Pure fun and joy from some. Good times. I give props for surpassing me. I'll hardly admit that easily.
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I think I'm doing a good job of setting myself away from this change. Because its something I've lost, I shouldn't be mulling around its memories, else I want to be reminded of the "bad parts." I should move on from such mistakes and grow from them. Funny that I say that since I haven't even categorized them as such. but not associating myself with it has been relieving. sacrfice was ignoring a section of life that was purely attributed to the job.
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and I'm really hating my lack of practice. Thats just it, I've lost practice in how to be a Student. I'm trying to get back into it.. its going. more with the explanation.
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endnote: this set seems to have lots of self-deprecation, self doubt, and exhibits insecurity and confidence issues. questioning a lot man...as my other thoughts will suggest.
doobin @ 6:27 AM
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