electronic impulses from brain to fingers; directed? sometimes. random? always.
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Chinkie for life.
NorCal for life.
Bruin for life.
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Wednesday, June 04, 2003
i never knew Andrew was capable of such language.
point A
oh and look, this is my Hypnotix and Gayo fam, whom i danced with for Korean Culture Night. part of a pleasurable year... say more later..
that guy picture turned out kinda alright with the alternation and whatever. theyre fuckin hot too damn! yea we're short what of it!
oh and for good measure, the KCN Performance, here (via Isaac, www.iamwoojoo.com). Scroll down to 4/20/03 and right click>>save as on Gayo. I am in the center in the beginning, then we go through strip tease and i am center when we start as well. Isaac will cue the names anyway because he's a cheering nut.
thats what i did for much of Feb March April, but most the last three weeks leading up to the show because we were procrastinating fools
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ok waylan get the FUCK out of here damn
doobin @ 4:25 AM
music... doesn't need distinction from itself
ive begun to abandon trying categorize all the music i hear and have been finding through auditory expeditions because.. simply put, the more music i hear, the more i realize the different styles of it are so interrelated its boggling.
i mean what's happened is that elements from different cultures, views, sounds, styles, regions, have been taken and added to styles typically not used before, and it stretchs the boundaries of that form. to the point where sometimes i can't tell what is what and only that it sounds good.
more than anything i am honored to know that such beautiful things are constantly changing and hybridizing and fusing with other elements, adopting ethnomusicological differences to expand on current styles and forms.
hmm something like that..
i need to study and am going to fully fucked over
doobin @ 2:21 AM
Tuesday, June 03, 2003
as i sat here going through many of my random written pieces here and there, i wondered if any of them were good enough to share for this program on Friday. some program to highlight creativity.. there's only like 10 people participating and i guess i volunteered because Rajah aka Diane (from my S[amahang]&M[odern] team) is helping to put it on as a WAC project.
i wondered if my brand of writing is good enough for anything but my own enjoyment really. i guess i'll find out because the program is a forum for the presenters/performers to gain comments on their work.
hmm what the fuck is poetry anyway... the pretty-fying of pain? the passifying of the soul? the pleasing of the auditory palate? and i got caught up in reading aloud any piece i thought was good enough to hear my own voice saying. to my surprise some of that shit sounded hella nice: these two two liners on my random rhyme area.
do i want to rep a structure style or a free form or rhymes or imagery heavy concepts or what? Diane asked me if i was doing spoken word and i was inclined to say I'm not even sure what spoken word is, i'm just going to read something i wrote.
i want to read "It Feels" and "Travellers" but i think i want to elaborate on the latter first. because it wasn't meant to be presented how it is now. i'll try to present things that rep different styles of writing of mine. hopefully i get to do more than two. three is ideal. a structured metaphoric rhyme piece, a non structured rhyme piece, a non structured prose piece... yea? yea.
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so what is poetry?
hmm.. i dont know.. its like..
written word is poetry of language.. is like
dance is poetry of motion is like
art is poetry of image is like
music is poetry of sound is like
food is poetry of taste...
is like how poetry is the ... perfect expression of the heart and soul, the brain and mind, the body and spirit..
its like.. something created to stimulate something to be created.
[shrug] i dont know.. something like it all.
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its always nice to truly be alone sometimes. my roommates just left. i mean, i was technically alone while being up through the night and morning.. but now really alone. either its really good or really bad. right now its kind of good but really actually makes no difference from hours before. right.
here's to talking to myself so i don't become delusional.
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doobin @ 9:55 AM
spicy gold mined from plants
burns the crevices of my taste bud's pants
quickly wash it down with tea!
never again will you find it with me
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dijon mustard hurts my tongue.
doobin @ 9:03 AM
odd...
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some bitching by someone.
i know i thought CA DC should've won when i saw their set, but i didn't think the judges really did too. [shrug!] i wonder if some shit realy did happen with results. all i gotta say is, if this shit keeps happening, dance comps really need to come under review --
Fusion
Ultimate Brawl
Five/All-UC
and a few others so i hear have had discrepancies in their judging. get it right .. seriously.. it sucks when teams get robbed of their just place and recognition.
mad love to ACA for reppin as hard as they did, which was harder than ALL year (compare Five to Culture Night [CACN], which was their set all up until last weeks).
Irvine CA DC again... killed with their Thriller set. it was... thrilling to say the least. mad energy and the most creativity i've seen in a dance set, regarding the length of their theme. beginning to end.
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i didn't really elaborate on the event like i should've last weekend, but whatever shit happens ykno?
doobin @ 5:41 AM
Monday, June 02, 2003
What's more important?
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i was told not to socialize and to concentrate on whats important.
well i am sorry to my parents and my authorities and even the [common] sense of my mind, but when i socialize i do concentrate on whats important, and more than anything I think.. no, i feel that i accomplish more when i connect with another person.
sometimes people just don't know what it takes to commit to someone in that special way that only communication can bestow. i have sacrificed a lot of my precious 'productivity' time to be a part of another's time. and i don't regret that.
as i think it, i'm not sure if its a good or bad thing and its.. a stupifyingly crazy sentence for me to utter, but
sometimes others' lives are more important to me than my own.
my thanks to those who have liberated me.
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whats more important, people or knowledge?
the realness of people and communication or the realness of knowledge and learning?
life... or.... life?
have i asked this already?
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doobin @ 9:17 PM
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